i can hear a collective r um blin g in AMERICA

heheheheheheheeheheheehehe:

sad things are beautiful only from a distance
therefore you just want to get away from them
from a distance of one hundred and thirty years 
you can call the second half of someone’s life ‘mental breakdown and death’
i’m going to distance myself until the world is beautiful
sylvia plath is going distance herself from wry detachment
until she is accepted by the establishment
but if you forget how to be happy, uh, 
therefore you cannot be happy anymore
and a pecan is a kind of nut that can make me cry
if i’m already sad about something else
but if i am really in love with things from a distance only
i’m going to get away from the first half of my life
if you are trying to get meaning from this poem
i am tired of living; if i really want to go back to school
therefore sylvia plath forgot how to create enormous distances
but i’m going to distance myself from this poem
and create an enormous sentence that will kill you
it’ll be the syntax that kills you, later,
when your brain reverses itself
to justify the subjunctive, or something, i don’t know,
i’ll just punch your nose bone into your brain
and that will be what kills you
in court i’ll argue it was the syntax
my lawyer will kill the judge
and that will distract the judge
my lawyer is not really accepted by the establishment
the anti-establishment can make me cry
if i am already tired of life
my lawyer is not allowed to feel sad 
until he stops eating animals
i’m going to get away until someone thinks i’m beautiful
i am finally in love with this poem 
i’m going to memorize it, i guess

- from this emotion was a little e-book by Tao Lin

depresses me to no end

i feel as if the physical universe is catering to “cyberspace”

because we make decisions on where to go based on who else is going to them according to facebook

get pissed at our significant others because someone who looks more attractive than us is writing on their wall

even though that person is probably not even remotely as pretty/interesting in real life as their internet profile would assume

and frame our conversations around retarded videos that are obviously funny and don’t really require any comments

so we kind of forget how to make our own opinions about thingsand freak out when people start to disagree with us

and i am kind of over it, i hope

if my brain isn’t too scrambled by now